I still compare myself to her even though you are gone.
I still wake up in the morning feeling like I’m worthless.
I still have those dreams about you and me, in hopes that one day they will come true.
I still have the hoodie you let me wear on that rainy day and I sleep with it everynight.
When I think about you, I always look at her pictures and compare myself for the worst.
ME: ugly, not worth it, cries a lot, is utterly and completely in love with you.
HER: beautiful, skinny, in love with herself, left you for someone more attractive.
WHY?! I don’t know. I can’t figure it out.
All I know is that I’m in love with you for you.
I will be by your side until the end.
I will be there to lift you up when you are down, when your head is spinning around.
I will be the girl of your dreams, even if I’m not the girl of mine.
Saturday, May 22, 2010
What I Still Believe
I still compare myself to her even though you are gone.
I still wake up in the morning feeling like I’m worthless.
I still have those dreams about you and me, in hopes that one day they will come true.
I still have the hoodie you let me wear on that rainy day and I sleep with it everynight.
When I think about you, I always look at her pictures and compare myself for the worst.
ME: ugly, not worth it, cries a lot, is utterly and completely in love with you.
HER: beautiful, skinny, in love with herself, left you for someone more attractive.
WHY?! I don’t know. I can’t figure it out.
All I know is that I’m in love with you for you.
I will be by your side until the end.
I will be there to lift you up when you are down, when your head is spinning around.
I will be the girl of your dreams, even if I’m not the girl of mine.
I still wake up in the morning feeling like I’m worthless.
I still have those dreams about you and me, in hopes that one day they will come true.
I still have the hoodie you let me wear on that rainy day and I sleep with it everynight.
When I think about you, I always look at her pictures and compare myself for the worst.
ME: ugly, not worth it, cries a lot, is utterly and completely in love with you.
HER: beautiful, skinny, in love with herself, left you for someone more attractive.
WHY?! I don’t know. I can’t figure it out.
All I know is that I’m in love with you for you.
I will be by your side until the end.
I will be there to lift you up when you are down, when your head is spinning around.
I will be the girl of your dreams, even if I’m not the girl of mine.
I love you
I miss you.
There I said it.
I can’t get you out of my head
And it kills me when I see you with another girl.
I wish that I can go back in time.
To I time where I was beautiful and I could stay like that.
To I time where life was simple and my parents cared.
I’ve been in love with you for some time and
I still have yet to kiss you.
But I really want too.
Please listen to me because this is important…
This might be the last time I see you or talk to you
If it is I want you to know that I’m in love with you.
I always have been and I always will be
I die inside when I see you hurt.
I just want to hug you and never let you go.
The way you touch me make s me feel loved
Like I can be anyone I want to be because you believe in me.
I wish you were by my side forever and always.
I wish you could walk in my shoes so you can feel what I feel
And be a witness to what I have to put up with.
I wish you would come running to my arms and you’re the one saying
“I love you, please never let me go”
There I said it.
I can’t get you out of my head
And it kills me when I see you with another girl.
I wish that I can go back in time.
To I time where I was beautiful and I could stay like that.
To I time where life was simple and my parents cared.
I’ve been in love with you for some time and
I still have yet to kiss you.
But I really want too.
Please listen to me because this is important…
This might be the last time I see you or talk to you
If it is I want you to know that I’m in love with you.
I always have been and I always will be
I die inside when I see you hurt.
I just want to hug you and never let you go.
The way you touch me make s me feel loved
Like I can be anyone I want to be because you believe in me.
I wish you were by my side forever and always.
I wish you could walk in my shoes so you can feel what I feel
And be a witness to what I have to put up with.
I wish you would come running to my arms and you’re the one saying
“I love you, please never let me go”
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