I still compare myself to her even though you are gone.
I still wake up in the morning feeling like I’m worthless.
I still have those dreams about you and me, in hopes that one day they will come true.
I still have the hoodie you let me wear on that rainy day and I sleep with it everynight.
When I think about you, I always look at her pictures and compare myself for the worst.
ME: ugly, not worth it, cries a lot, is utterly and completely in love with you.
HER: beautiful, skinny, in love with herself, left you for someone more attractive.
WHY?! I don’t know. I can’t figure it out.
All I know is that I’m in love with you for you.
I will be by your side until the end.
I will be there to lift you up when you are down, when your head is spinning around.
I will be the girl of your dreams, even if I’m not the girl of mine.
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chels! i never realized i wasnt actually following you on here! haha. BUT, i have a few words to say considering that i write too, and i know exactly what you feel in this piece. you have alot of potential in writing, and i see you really like this guy. BUT the last line caught me off guard, are you saying that youll change for him.. even if its not who you are? if so, you should always put yourself first. true love connects emotionally. it happens on its own. never EVER change yourself for someone. youre a great girl. he should love you for you :)
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